Waves of fear and uncertainty

I just had waves of self conscious fear about how some of the videos in this blog might be taken, particularly by people I know.

But I do realise that that's the whole purpose and nature of the kind of healing that's associated with self acceptance. Stepping out into the light means that the self consciousness comes to the surface along with the fear. The fear wants to go into hiding again.

But it's the fear that's the root cause of the holding patterns that cause all kinds of sickness of the mind and body.

Nothing I've said or done in these videos is actually offensive or dangerous or harmful either to myself or to others. All they've been is an exploration of truth and self, feelings, relationships, existence and such.

Sure, they touch on "grey areas", but what kind of stifled life would we live if we didn't explore, really and truly, our existence? And ask the kinds of questions that children ask?

That's all I think I've been doing here. I've been asking the kinds of questions that children would ask, and have been coming from a true place of innocence.

I have a right to be who I am. This is a blog of me and my universe.