StumbleVideo - Shaman

StumbleVideo - Shaman


In this video, the woman says that by going into the place she goes into, she finds somewhere that's free of conflict. And that's really what it's all about - to be free of conflict. When one can get to that place, the healing really starts.

"If you want to know why drug addicts are attracted to drugs, it's because they want to go to a place where there's no conflict", she says.

And I realise that so much of my own wound has come from when I was very, very small and I witnessed conflict in my home, between my parents. That's where my own wound started, and it grew over the years.

By meditating now, I know that the parts of me that dissociated in order to deal with the trauma of witnessing and living within conflict are now healing - perhaps for the first time in my entire life. A part of me that's perhaps very, very angry now wants to express himself for the very first time. So how can I allow him to?

He's the part of me that's been the headache. He's the part of me that's been the pain in the neck. He's the part of me that sulked as a very small child. I remember that sulking. He's also the part of me that's had the terrible temper tantrums, too.

Interesting stuff.

I do know that I'm tapping into my power at last.