Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I must avoid morons

Thinking still on the whole GUT/rage/idiots thing, I realise it's been silly of me to have anything to do with such people. I mean, what's the point of mixing with people who are unstable, manipulative, vindictive, judgemental or disturbed anyway? What's the point? Why be a self appointed teacher, who wants to go in and argue a point with people who sling insults around at the drop of a hat?

All that happens is that my own ego demands I can insult better than them, that I can outthink any of them, out argue any of them, and so on.

And where does that lead me?

I feel tempted to write out 1000 times "I must avoid morons". Because I really should, if I'm not going to get drawn into that same nonsense with silly, needy, demanding, judgemental people who are out of touch with their own anger, their own negative feelings, and who are just demanding I and everyone else be the perfect parent they didn't have as children.

It's such a relief to think like this.

I know that the only reason I've done the GU thing is to avoid looking at my own feelings, too. The reason so many of them are on their is the same. They're lonely, angry, and seeking answers from outside rather that from within themselves. Maybe I can do that now.

It's just a matter of not picking up the gauntlet when it's thrown down, and to recognise that anyone who does thrown the gauntlet down is an idiot. It's that simple.

The only people who get tied up with hatred and resentment, or get stuck on the left/right wing thing are only miserygutsies, anyway. So who wants to have them as friends, or even conversation partners?

Read my lips: no more morons.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Fuck you, your the moron